~Am I Getting My Love Back?~

~am i getting my love back?~

28-11-2009..msuuk hari ke-3 exam final 1.2.
susah senang tak dapat nak agak..tapi yang
penting..'am i getting my love back?' :))

Sekiranya diberi peluang kali kedua untuk bercinta dengan seseorang yang pernah kita cintai,
ape yang biasanya akan berlaku atau orang buat?:-
-Minta maaf segala salah silap terdahulu dan sambung seperti biasa? (T/F)
-atau jauhi diri demi menjaga hati si diasupaya perkara yang berlaku tidak akan berulang?(T/F)
-berkawan baik dan anggap perkara lepas sebagai pengajaran. (T/F)
-Terima semula sebab mempunyai karakter-larekter terbaik sebagai calon isteri (T/F)
-tolak bulat-bulat sebab takut dah nak bercinta.(T/F)

(soalan mcq...salah jawapan deduct mark ok kawan2...)

Try looking on the bright side,
please answer and i wanna hear you opinions....:)

Regards-Azhar-

~elok ke jaga tepi kain orang?~

ni nk habaq ni, berpatutan ke jga tepi kain org..
setengah org tu..mngkn elok la jgak..
tp klu dok jaga pastu dok sebarkn keburukan org...amat baek ka?
(kenapa ayat ku bgitu skema?)

ade ke patut, org tu(sper mkn cli terasa pedas la yerk), senyap je, innocent sgt, alim sgt,
tp blakang..ha amik, dub dab dub dab..bkn la sidia kutuk teruk tp ade la adegan2 yg tak sedap didengari si-empunya badan.

Pe ptut kiter buat? diam je ke? balas balik? siasat?(dah macam 999 la plak)
tp tu la..
lumrah remaja dan manusia.... x lekang dgn tomahan dan cacian..
ade je yg x kena..lagi2 klu org lain lg baek dr diri sndiri..

bawakkan bersyukur yerk..
peace to the world(cet! tibe2 je...)

~apakah erti cinta dlm diri setiap insan?~

(~hanya tinggal kenangan~)


Ha! talking about love..surely many people would feel how fantastic, virgin and romantic the love especially when it blossoms out of sudden....

i can even say love is even stronger than anything else in the world..
but!!!.... perasaan cinta jga la yg mmpu memusnahkn hidup / pendirian seseorang itu..

allow me to share a story..once upon a time( dah mcm novel kanak2 plak!!!)

Crita ini ade benar, dan ade dustanye...so, terpulang kpd you(readers) whether to take it as lesson or challenge in undergoing your love life...

Love is not easy to find..neither to come. but love can also come unwelcomely.
i had a great love..but it didnt last long..
i always ask my self, why do i feel love, especially evrytime when we were together..
i do also always ask, why do i feel missing, when everytime we were apart..
but the moment i knew, im gonna be dumbed, im clueless of what to do.
its really sad, and heart-broken.. really hard to let it go.
Now, i truly know how complicated love can be
indeed, love make my emotion unstable and almost ruin my future..
Cuz, she with someone else.
i can only pray for the best for her. dunia dan akhirat.
i love you sayang, now and forever. and i will always remember you till the day ill be gone forever

love is she, and she is my love.

~azhar updates blog?~

HAHA..it has been almost 11 months my blog was kept silent..
and what do you think, i wanna update my blog?
my friend? my feeling? haha...thanks syuwari(he knows why!!!!LoL)

I wanna share bout something that recently happen to few of us(i don't intend to mention who they are).
We finally have our break after few weeks perhaps a month of struggling, crushing head, headache, cracking bones and mind just to bring our self 'a' steps forward becoming a successful person.:)

It is indeed bad, seeing other friends succeeded and enjoyed. Being in a minority, doesn't mean a total lost for us. 'Giving up' is the other term that had never been in our vocabulary.

Alhamdulilah, everything went gladly well. It depends on us how to manage and take it as a point of challenge.. (strong supporter)~thank you~
~never give up, 'IF IT IS TO BE, IT IS UP TO ME' -keep this principle, you can never fail~

~exam trauma~

i would say almost everyone hates exam...
The stressness, tensioness, and many other uncomfortable feeling emerge during
this time...
the climax starts on when you are not preparing enough..
haha...
happened to me so~ many times..
the reason i write bout this is just to impress my self..
i just had my supplementary exam..
and thank ALLAH..i succeeded to proceed to 2nd year after bout 8 times sit for exams..
how grateful..

At last..my hard work during supplement classes been paid off..
STILL.....i have much long way to go..

even i flunk alots previously...it never stopped me to keep trying..
everyone must have this passion and be strong....

and believe me..
you wont regret...

ALL THE BEST TO ALL STUDENT
MAY YOU REMEMBER ALLAH ALWAYS....
AND HE WILL NEVER FORGET HIS CREATION

~iGuAnA~

TalKing Bout pet..
what would be people most favorite pet?
cat? dog? hamster? ..etc..
i pet an Iguana(it belongs to my eldest bro actually)
how rare..

many people feel disgusted and scare of this fantastic green reptiles..
probably because it bites, rough skin, and have claws..
unlike cat or dog..even though they do bite but the fur
make them so cute and wanna touch..

anyway, my greeny lizard called dissy..
Bought it at Ikea bout 300 malaysian ringgit which include its cage,
wood pieces, lamp, lamp holder,
bend-able stick and pallet...
reasonable huh?

now almost 2-3 months we pet it..
feel great..
actually it such a bizarre experience..
petting an iguana..
can you imagine?

isn't that hard..it eats veggie, but not all veggie..
it doesn't go wild and wander alots..
most of the time it just rest in the cage sleeping on the
bendable stick(not to sure is that what it called)

Just be carefull if your are petting cats cuz cat kills lizard
LoL..
much info bout how to take care of iguana..
search it in internet...plenty
LoL

~HouSe~

HomE..

EvEryOnE neEdS iT..SheLteR, GatHeR, PriVacY, n EtC
miNe WaS locAteD in DamaNsArA JaYa bUT
noW shiFteD to NiLaI..

KindA niCe HouSe buT tHe eNvirOnMenTs aRE noT sO PleaSe..
PlEntY Of foreIgnErs (vietNameSe, BaNgLAdeSh, IndOneSiAn..EtC) makE Me AnD famIly FeEL
verY UncOmforTabLe anD insEcuRe..

OtHer ThaN ThAt, tHe HouSe iTseLf acTuaLLy Isn'T ThaT bIG aS To ComParE tO oUr preVoUS HOusE

So, manY sTuff aNd BoxEs frOm ouR prevIoUs HousE ArE stIll KePt iN thE boX aS TherE arE noT enOugH
sPacE tO uNLoaD eVerYthInG..

buT, therE inDeeD soMe NicE thInG StaYibg heRe In NiLai,
SOme, thEre arE so Many sHops..
NiLai alsO noT tO faR tO melAka(my HomeTowN)
smaLL HousE arEn'T tHat ScAry...anD NoT muCH ThInG tO Do..
So..aBit reLAxinG..

ComInG plAn, mY famiLy Might mOve agaIn to BAngi..
beTTer HouSe & envirOnmenT,
bIgGeR HoUSe wItH 6 RooMs so evEryOne iN The FamiLy gonNa HaVe theIR oWN rOOM
hehe...


comfOrtabLe, maNaGeAbLe, seCuRe, scAry(cuz Its Bog..LoL)
beauTiFuL,SAfE, n EtC...

thAt's aLL mucH iNfO bOuT My hoMe..

ThE Addy anD pIcTUrEs Of HouSe Now aNd UpCominG wIll B poSteD VeRy SooN..
LotZ of Luv